when I got nothing to do, like most of the time, I lie on my bed with my MP3 and listen to songs that go with my current emotional state and I'll be thinking about someone. Yes, I am an emo geek.I think everyone is, somehow. Trust me. Listening to a song, let it be punk rock, heavy metal, ballad, RnB etc. they got hidden messages init. Sometimes the lyrics can be so deep that it really give you a big PANG on your head and you will go like: "Hmmm. tol jugak ehk". Sometimes, I feel like playing the song on my guitar and sing it out loud so that the message is delivered. Hold on to that song in your mind, keep it playing on the repeat mode and listen to it on and on again untill you fell asleep. I sleep with it and hope for the best but expecting the worse.
It's just like him To wander off in the evergreen park Slowly searching For any sign of the ones he used to love He says he's got nothing left to live for (He says he's got nothing left) And this time I think you'll know
You're not alone There is more to this I know You can make it out You will live to tell
She's just like him Spoiled rotten, confused by the lies shes been fed And she's searching for no one (but herself) Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is here And this time I think you'll know
We're not alone There is more to this i know You can make it out You will live to tell
I smile , you laugh, I look away I sigh, you ask me why, I say, It's ok and I am just feeling down Your hand on mine I hear the words... If only love had found us first, our lives would be different
So I stand and wait I am just a man
Where would we be now baby if we found each other first Where would we be now baby
And now I must confess That I am a sinking ship I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings I keep my true thought locked beside my hearts black box It wont be found, it wont be found, through the smoke or the wreckage So I crash and burn I got a lot of things to learn
Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want