alhamdulillah

In solitude I look at life at different angles. Enough will never satisfy even though we're earning millions. Starting to push away family, friends and the one who been by your side when you're are at the most low as ground zero. You may not aware of the changes around you but when someone come to you and say: "Hey, i think you're abit off the hook" and you go: "Well, I think you're just jealous of what I am today" but deep inside you get hit and you start to think back where this all came from? For a fact, money is not everything, attention is irritating and now your humbleness means nothing. Partying, chasing money and material things, flying high thinking nobody going to clip your wings. Well, I don't care about your money or how slick your car is cause no matter how rich and big you are It's still Allahuakbar! You're lying to yourself knowing that you've been neglecting your responsibilities as a healthy Muslim. Maybe when you lost everything you start to search high and low for this thing called Sejadah that you left it lying under your bed when you feel like you on top of the world back then.

Here's a lil somthing you can say when you sit down on the sejadah to pray:

Wait, who am I to advise you cause I've not been the best Of God's slaves, it just my thoughts says. A lil house, simple life and I hope for a simple sweet girl, Alhamdulillah and I'll try to slow it down on the cheap thrills.

Sometimes I wish that I was born again so I can rectify mistakes, my wrong doings and try to minimise my sins before my story end. I'm not trying to sound as a holy man but if I tried to be a better person now I probably can. This post will probably create a little controversy but I'm not even trying to preach here but by sharing thoughts I hope to find a little peace here. So please, when I lost my way in future or I'm starting neglating everyone and everything do come to me and say:

The most important thing, don't forget to say Alhamdulillah!